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Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 4:20 PM
The erratic weather has been helluva wreck, it's all screwed up. I can sweat just by doing absolutely nothing. Terrible isnt it? *Makes a face. And it doesnt help that 2.4 is this sat; I'm so not looking forward to it. Cant jump past 165cm to save my life. Yucks.Chem org test on Fri, everything's covered; gonna compete against Abel to see who scores higher (: I really need to get all the acidities and basicities into my head well and proper.
I love org chem. Or so I think.
Sunday, April 27, 2008, 6:25 PM
Nearing the end of Blood Sisters; with every page I read I can almost feel a trace of the twist in fates of the 3 friends' lives, interwined, changing, so subtly but surely.
It disappoints me to be the last to know. Makes me want to keep retreating further in until there's no more of me left outside, to see.
What I like most is to belt out songs when there's no one around, in the living room, the stereo loud and booming with every rhythm. Then fall with exhaustion onto the sofa, armed with a good read and nothing but junk food. My perfect weekend.
It disappoints me to be the last to know. Makes me want to keep retreating further in until there's no more of me left outside, to see.
What I like most is to belt out songs when there's no one around, in the living room, the stereo loud and booming with every rhythm. Then fall with exhaustion onto the sofa, armed with a good read and nothing but junk food. My perfect weekend.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 11:00 PM
I am not a happy being.There's so much out there that I want to explore and know about, instead of being the almost apathetic and unknowing one. Experience and everyday conversations isnt something that I can pick up just by hearing things from others; I'm pretty sure it's more than that. I hate to admit this, but time is proving me right. The silliest thing is, I'm the sort who'd lament and procrastinate and whine even more, refusing to budge. I'll probably 'die' and suffer the shyt when I enter the workforce or something; I really admire those who are working and adapting out there. Someday, someday.
That aside, it's been a terrible week. And it's not even Friday; but the sensitivities and complexities of people is just too much to take, and I guess I'm better off being contented with what I've got. Lesson learnt, period.
Mirror, Mirror
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
There is a part of me that is yearning for more, for something to assure me that things will happen eventually. Yet as I took time to think back, to really consider, I realise how we are such different people in different worlds after all. It's been a long time since anyone can make me feel this way. But what if it was just wishful thinking on my part? My heart's half-full, yet half-empty.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 8:29 PM
Bored, boring, boredom. To the MAX. Quick, someone, anyone, before I become far too ancient and outdated for good.I must gain my momentum soon, before it's too late. Project on status, again.
Labels: project status.
Monday, April 21, 2008, 5:44 PM
I'm feeling happy, unsure, foolish, silly, grateful.. All at once.Sunday, April 20, 2008, 3:33 PM
Drama Night with Amal was.. well, interesting. All the talk about eunuchs and their "cut, cleaned, dried and preserved" precious ones was simply wow. And damn straight to the point, in description. I quite like that kind of edginess and bluntness. Walls was another touching one, the pain and helplessness was heartfelt. Laughed, cried, smiled.I've yet to find inspiration to start.
Listening to Leona Lewis' Better In Time.
It's really irritating and an agony to know something, feel something, but yet, not be able to tell anyone anything. My mind wanders very often, and little things can set me thinking and eventually sinking into a world of my own. I dont wish to be the fool again. I dont wish to know that at the end of it all, I was wrong.
Thursday, April 17, 2008, 11:23 PM
It's rare that I'm on MSN, but tonight, it's an exception. Am doing research on American culture and its influence on the world, for GP essay. Diligence aside (LOL!) it's been an eye opener, and I honestly think that the American way of living, thinking and behaving certainly has spread far and wide. Cuisine, lifestyles, fashion, music, media.. You name it, you can trace it back to America. Well, maybe not all.That aside, Amal has sent me songs to listen to (: Yayness.
It's gonna be a long long day tomorrow!
Monday, April 14, 2008, 5:07 PM
The weather's real freaky these days; rain, shine, thunder, shine again.It's been 4days; 4days when I let my mind run wild and think of all the impossible thoughts. And so I heard, but I dont know if I can believe them. I'm hesitant, for I dont wish to fall into the same trap again.
And I keep hearing his name. I cant help it.
Organic chem test tomorrow; I'm supposed to be studying for it. I'd better pass. Maybe it'll get my mind off things.
Sunday, April 13, 2008, 12:00 AM
Two celebrations in a week! Sweet (: One with 0719; the other with 29th. For viewing (:
The 9 small cakes, and 1 large one - 19.
Ron and me. Council mates,classmates. We do look alike after all.
Mangoes. Dad's artwork.
Bday banner at home.
The 9 small cakes, and 1 large one - 19.
Ron and me. Council mates,classmates. We do look alike after all.
Mangoes. Dad's artwork.
Bday banner at home.
Me and the big cake Mom bought.
The crumpler; green (:
Vested jacket! Red and black, its just HOT.
'Blood Sisters' and the choc.
Shining on.
I cant thank everyone enough for everything; the list is very long if I were to list them all here. But you know who you are. Thank you 29th for the party; I did smell a fish but I didnt really suspect anything else cos I trusted Xuewei in a sense. LOL. And grateful to my family too; they were in cahoots with Xuewei and gang! Like mafias in action. My sisters told me it was just damn hard for them to keep it a secret from me.
And Mmjiji mmji! Laughs. Plus rounds and rounds of polar bear. Funny, I havent been this childish and happy in a long time already. Feels really good.
There's absolutely nothing more I can ask for; I have them all.
I was talking to Ron the other day, about some random things. It never fails to amaze me, the way I realise new things everyday.
All in all, THANK YOU.
Xuewei, Yvonne, Jo'An, Jing Sheng, Amal, Ben, Gary, Sebastian, Sylvia, Katrina, Quelyn, Lester, Ron, Ziwei, Weihao, Darren, Alvin, Shuenlin... Plus you-know-who-you-are. You've all made my day.
P.S. Those with photos do upload them or send them to me alright. Thankyou`
Thursday, April 10, 2008, 10:32 PM
Its been an eventful week; I've never felt more tired, grateful, happy, hesitant, absent-minded, disappointed, excited, curious.. all in the span of a few days.
0719: thank you for today. It's been a nice surprise and I truly appreciated it. Alot! Thank you (:
Tuesday, April 8, 2008, 9:17 PM
Reading The Kite Runner; I'm only one-third through the book but its been a very fruitful read.Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
Sunday, April 6, 2008, 7:58 PM
I have a nagging feeling that things are going down a one way street. I am not caught in it, but you cant help but feel a little sad that most of them whom you were with are now moving on so fast, you've lost them.It's funny how you're right there, but you're invisible to them. At the end of the day, I told myself, forget it, its okay.
So I am waiting, waiting for.. For the will to move on. For something to tell me that I should be happy the way I am now. Forgetting is hard, but being forgotten is another thing altogether.
" Broken, and then mended. The cracks still stay. "
Labels: random exploration.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008, 8:35 PM
" Love is alot like bubble gum. Its starts out really full and sweet, but before long it just goes sort of flat. And stale. Then it's time to heave that wad of gum with an overhead hook shot - right at the old wastebasket in the corner. "-Blowing Bubbles with the Enemy.
Results havent been VEERRRY fantastic for the Blocks, but I'm glad I have improved most of them subjects. Yayness. I'll make sure those grades become something better. Heh. Then I can really scream for a GOAL!
Why is it that we've live our lives so hurriedly, and forget why we even started out on this frenziness in the first place.
I NEEED some elements of surprise and excitement in life right now. Like something, anything. Its getting real draggy and boring. Wait a minute, maybe I am the boring one myself? Aiya must be la. Drats.