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Thursday, January 31, 2008, 9:39 PM

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting.

Overslept, almost didnt want to get out of bed. Maybe cos of the morning panic, I spent the rest of the day feeling miserably tired. Ran 2.4, and the fresh air has finally got me thinking once again.




Wednesday, January 30, 2008, 11:09 PM

MSN can be therapeutic sometimes.

I have a scar, an emotional scar which hasnt quite healed yet. It still hurts once in a while, but the occasions are much lesser now. Esp with school and music, all you need is sleep and not having your mind jumbled with so much thoughts.

Yet I cannot help but pick at the scar. I know its stupid, so now I'm learning to stop doing that, and prolly focus on studies.

I will let the scar heal.

In conclusion, the real world is always at battle with your emotions.




9:45 PM

The GC has a latest Operating System (OS) with new applications for use in exams. So now the screen should read the following (after clearing the mem and all) before exams:

Mem cleared for Singapore

How cute is that? Heh.


Jan is coming to an end (so soon =x) and I'm happy to say that I did OKAY for my tests. At least I did pass them! So be happy for me ok. Though I should be doing better.. I promise to buck it all up in Feb.




Tuesday, January 29, 2008, 8:49 PM

i hate tuesdays. time seems to stretch beyond everything else. eww.




Monday, January 28, 2008, 11:33 AM

met up with class (well, some of them) on saturday night for dinner (: i miss them so much. everyone seems to have changed, yet they are ever the same funny bunch of people, cracking lame stuffs nonstop. joel and aaron. heh.

chinese new year is coming, yayness! i havent gone shopping for clothes yet though.

i'm so bored, i'm practically too random for my own good. oh bother.




Friday, January 25, 2008, 3:21 PM

I've been living these past few days with crap, some luck, and lots of fatigue. Its isnt everyday that you get to take a proper break off the routinely things that you do, so I was glad to have met up with some of them for prata. It wasnt much, but it sure was something to me.

Like never before, oh Sophia..

I wonder how it feels like to try something new on impulse. I just hope I wont regret it. Hah.




Wednesday, January 23, 2008, 3:13 PM

I've had the urge to blog today, but now that I'm sitting in front of the computer all my thoughts are jumbled up and I dont know what to blog about. I dont wish to talk about school today, for its just about the only thing I can talk about to anyone these days. How sad huh. Well it takes time to get used to things.

I've always had this nagging worry at the back of my head that all eyes are watching me for every move I make, and for every results I get. It doesnt take a dunce to see how it is so, cos' there are bound to be expectations. Hidden and seen. So I ought to learn to take fears and worries with a pinch of salt in life. And transform the rest into motivation. Sounds easy, sounds politically right, but it really isnt so.

I've always wanted to do more than what I'm doing for my friends. They're the people who gave me courage and urged me to fight on. People whom I can turn to in times of need. People who accepted me for who I am. People whom I love and care for.
Yet at times I feel like I've been too selfish in my deeds and failed to do something for them. Especially when they needed it. When I've realised it, its too late to turn back time. Always.

I've always wanted to.. There are just too many things I want to do. I want to learn, to learn to understand this world. To stop making silly mistakes and taking tjings for granted. To appreciate things as they are.

But most of all, I want not to forget.




Tuesday, January 22, 2008, 5:03 PM

" Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round. "

Thank you.

Please dont ever give up on me.




Sunday, January 20, 2008, 10:42 AM

two days back i bumped into 2 NY friends, of my age, after school at the bus stop. they were a couple, so it was no big deal that they were behaving intimately. i knew them both, but for some reason i felt like i had to avoid seeing them so.

i cant move, i cant look away.

please dont let me drfit away too far off shore, cos i am trying to swim back to where i came from. where i had days of friendship now lost, where i had no pretence to anyone.

its only january, but it feels like eternity already.




Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 3:08 PM

I got pissed at my computer last night; it kena Trojan clicker AGAIN. Total turn-off. Now I'm 24/7 in college; might as well stay overnight or something.

Yesterday we had fire drill. It was okay, just kinda noisy and all. But you really cant deny all that excitement of gathering; its just human nature to talk when you're in a big crowd!

Which reminds me of us taking pictures during the fire drill 2 years ago. When we first met.


Meet my new friends; they're the NYJC tutors.

Thank you Dorcas for M&M's; and yes,I also miss LTC days.



New goal: Facil at LTC 2008!




Sunday, January 13, 2008, 5:35 PM

Two weeks and counting; time and distance makes such a difference. This blog's been getting dead; so if you're reading this post, please know that I miss 29th too much for words to describe. Life's good to me, I'm catching up well in school, and it almost feels good to be a student all over again. Perhaps I'll regret my words LOL.

Thing is, its seeing the rest of the college busy with their CCAs and being reminded of us.

So near, yet so far. So long ago.




Thursday, January 10, 2008, 9:23 PM

" There's a hero, if you look inside your heart. "

It's always easy to drift away and lose what you have, rather than cherish them. Somehow having being away from them for days now seems to have left me feeling like I've lost a part of me elsewhere. But I believe I'll find my way back.

GP paper one test today; the paper was either difficult, or I just simply lost touch with GP for so long already. The same goes to doing tutorials; my gears are too damned rusty.

By the way, Mr Haniss is cool. Yay.


" Angie, the things that dont kill you, make you stronger. "




Wednesday, January 9, 2008, 2:45 PM

So far so good. These days I've missed all the outings with council and class; house under some renovation work.

I dont know if I'm slowly drifting away already, but I hope not.

I ought to make the best out of this year. Wish me luck. I need lots of it in order to survive.

Mr Jonanthan Ng shared this clip with us at assembly, and I especially liked this quote:
Love doesnt require you to look at each other, but in the same direction.




Monday, January 7, 2008, 7:36 PM

This song has been stuck in my head for the whole day now.

"Anyone Of Us (Stupid Mistake)"

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you



I love to snuggle up in bed when it's cold in the mornings and not have to drag myself out of it. Yawns.




Saturday, January 5, 2008, 12:39 AM

Met up with the 29th for Orientation One's Disco Night today; how I've missed them so! Seeing the 30th going about doing their tasks and busy with events, Orientation mood kinda set me thinking about O1 2007 again. Reminiscing. Especially seeing the population at mass dance, it was just too nostalgic. Council events are always new experiences, and nothing beats being in the ' council ' atmosphere. I miss council life.

But! I know that its time to move on, so till we meet up again..

College life is getting real boring and dreadful :( I must find a way out!

And today before we evacuated ( evaporated ) college grounds, we bade the 30th ' goodbye '. So, thank you 30th, well done 30th, goodbye 30th.

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Thursday, January 3, 2008, 8:57 PM

Today is the 2nd day of school. On the first day Ms Chiew smsed me after school; she asked, hows your first day back?

I told her I still had much mixed feelings and I've made several new friends. But all in all, being back in Nanyang feels good. Yeah.

At least I have some sense of familiarity in the same cosy environment. Though the people I meet are totally different now. Ahh well.

Mr Haniss is indeed a humourous tutor; yet in a short 1 hr tutorial today he has given me motivation. Motivation to carry on in JC2 and to make the most out of 2008. A chance to make things right.

The year is really short, not to mention we dont even have a full year to study for the ultimate exam, just several months. God bless.


P.S. I miss 29th.




Tuesday, January 1, 2008, 3:29 AM

Resolutions:
1) Be punctual.
2) Think positive.
3) Cherish friends and family more.

Goals:
1) Honour Roll in Prelims.
2) Ace my 'A's.


Here we go.




3:12 AM

As we counted down to 2008 at Germaine Tan's house, I made a quick wish for myself. No doubt, I wish that all will be good in the end. I took in all the smiles and laughter shared in that living room, wishing with all my might, that they'll have a good year too.

2007 was never going to be the same without them; the 29th and 0621. Irreplaceable. I could never have asked for more. These are people who have made an impact on me in one way or another, and whom I shared memorable times with.

I'll miss them, so much. Cos' letting go always hurts.

Now I close a chapter of my life, and begin on a brand new journey. Wish me luck. HAPPY NEW YEAR folks.


Thank you.