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Saturday, September 29, 2007, 6:53 PM
i was in a dilemma a few days back. now that its final, i'm in a bigger state of denial.because letting go never seemed so tough before, until now.
i need something more than time. i need courage.
Thursday, September 27, 2007, 10:34 PM
i have found new passion for chemistry. sounds good, but how good is it for me, i'll have to find out.when people put in their 100%, i want to put in more. but sometimes i get sick of pushing so hard, i get thrown apart and lost in the sea. however lost i am, i will learn to find my way out. just like how i dont pass my exams, i must find out HOW i should be passing.
to do so, i must learn to sacrifice, and find new passion.
Friday, September 21, 2007, 5:27 PM
oh god, i dont know what i should do now. it isnt so much about how others may say to me, or view me, but about the way things havent turned out the way i hoped they'd be. despite many times, many many times. i have tried and tried. i really have. i swear. i dont know what i should do now. i have let many people down; i have let myself down. i dont know how to face them anymore. it really sucks when you hear the people cheer, they're so happy because things have turned out well for them; yet there you are, crying because you didnt even make it there. not even halfway there. but i know i havent given up yet. i cannot, and i dont want to.i want some reassurance, but i doubt any much of it will really help me get there. because i've lost hopes in making it there. i am still trying to hold onto the last strands of chances that i have to make things turn around. but i dont know how, i really dont know how. i feel lost, i feel useless and helpless. help.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 4:15 PM
can you guess what they're doing? hint: its one of those post-mugging activity. duration of activity? 30mins. just enough for them to chill and have some suspense with each other.
3:41 PM
what a disastrous week! *pulls hair*The Invasion was not bad, just that it didnt turn out to be as i expected to be. nicole kidman's acting skills and her unique facial features kept my eyes glued to the screen, but the storyline was not as interesting. nonetheless,i had a good time-out today.
and i wonder, as happy people pass my way, i see them all smiles and hugs, what makes their love last? what makes something so special and heartwarming last long enough for both to savour? its a mystery to me.
one more paper to go. then comes the 'A's.
Friday, September 14, 2007, 8:21 PM
finally back to this cyberspace. it seemed like a million years since i blogged. nonetheless, it feels good, though its pretty dead in here; finally, some peace and quiet.the prelims are one week down, one more week to go. and it almost seems like deja vu all over again, that feeling of dread and holy-sh** the moment time's up for the exams. recurrence? i dont know, perhaps the only results will show. what i really have in mind is to make a miracle happen to me for the final exams.
even if i dont make it there, i know i have tried. because i'm giving everything but up.
its going to be a tough journey ahead. but i want to make it there.
Saturday, September 8, 2007, 8:32 PM
guess when you've reached the peak of mugging, its really hits the top. even to the extent of listening to songs by the boy bands that once won the hearts of many girls. boyzone, bsb, westlife, A1... you name it, you have it. but i must say, it makes me feel good all over again (: try it!my father was being sentimental today. he was packing up the room's cupboard when he came across our family's photo albums. so everything else stopped, and he flipped through books and books of laughing faces, smiling occasionally to himself. and i wonder to myself, just how much have we all missed the past, the good days when we had fun? quite unlike now, when the house is almost too quiet and when words become a little too scarce; when we all become so busy in our own ways. sigh. i want my childhood back!
and i know i shouldnt be here right now, not when monday's physics paper 3 is coming. oh no. groans. :( scary.
Thursday, September 6, 2007, 11:16 PM
the above illustrates the after-effects of 1) house-hopping 2) studying 3) without exercising. man, i'm so gonna be fat when the exams come. rolly-polly angie. weeee.what has gone wrong?
Tuesday, September 4, 2007, 6:04 PM
i never knew that i can be a person who is both shy and yet open; reserved yet talkative. HAHA. the handwriting tests sure bring out some interesting insights.dinner time; tata.