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Thursday, August 30, 2007, 3:23 PM
cos the world keeps spinning round and round;you cant stop the motion of the ocean and the rhythm of beat! i've been feeling very nonsensical these days. maybe listening too much of the tunes from hairspray makes me start living in the 60's. HAH. doodeedumdoo. but the songs are all very nice! so she has faltered, she has fumbled all too often; but all of the sudden, something grows within her, she stands tall. maybe one day she'll look back in time and her eyes will fill with tears at the memories; perhaps her life has too many empty spaces to fill up, there's nothing left to do so. too much noise, too much clutter, too much pain in her mind. its a chaotic world out there, and in her life its not any different. perhaps, just perhaps, she'll lose herself and be someone new again. if love is wrong, then i dont want to be right again. Tuesday, August 28, 2007, 10:34 PM
i dont practise what i preach; gotta stick to discipline. 10:03 PM
maybe its just me, maybe its just because i've been through such ugly scenes before. maybe i'm too sensitive, maybe i cannot control my emotions well enough to heckcare about what others say. sometimes i wonder, why are some people just so insensitive to others? what gives them the right to mock at or make light of another's person's plights? why must one start a ruckus about how another person is such and such, and the rest of the clique would join in? right in the face. i was foolish enough to join in, but now i get it. i dont like it at all. it may seem alright to you, because hey, its nothing, its just for fun. damn, it simply doesnt mean that way to me. i dont think its nice to name a person as something, and then you mock at him/ her for all thats related to that name you gave. its mean, its ugly. is this even friendship? friends dont mock or poke fun at you; they care. they listen and understand you. indeed, here i am jeopardising my friendships, i may sound crazy to many, but i'm sorry to say that i dont feel good, so i'm saying it. so there. go ahead and disown me as your friend; i just dont understand myself and this world anymore.Monday, August 27, 2007, 8:50 AM
whatever happened to our innocenceand it's something that you set being friends tell me how, help me say the words out loud would you catch me if i had to fall? would you even find that time to doubt it all? tell me how, help me say the words out loud oh, whatever happened to, mary jane. i dont know how prepared i really am for whats coming soon. seriously, this isnt the time for self-doubt! nonetheless, i am happy to say that i'm friends - with statistics and organic chemistry (: hurray! haha i'm mad. now i'm going to extend the friendship to physics ( !! urgh ) i'll try, no results guaranteed though, this uphill hike is dang tough. screams. Friday, August 24, 2007, 10:27 PM
since i didnt have the national geographic channel at home, i resorted to searching Youtube for some sneakpeeks of Inside: North Korea, a documentary about North Korea itself. it was an enriching watch, and after watching clips and glimpses of info about NK, i have lots of emotions and thoughts running through my mind.imagine a country with no cell phones, internet, adequate food, quality medical facilities and supplies. its just inhumane to me. glad that i'm a singaporean, not a north korean. hah. reality check - less than two weeks or so to the prelims. dang it. i just finished packing my files; guess what the thickest file contains? math. but its ok, though i kinda like GP and chem etc better than math. oops. i'm a slave to the education system. screams. Thursday, August 23, 2007, 2:46 PM
its now or never.give me the faith to carry on. Sunday, August 19, 2007, 9:38 PM
![]() ![]() another hectic week looming ahead. i dont want it to come so soon. please dont let me get me; i'm my own worst enemy. Saturday, August 18, 2007, 10:39 AM
![]() and i wonder if you know how it really feels to be left outside alone where its cold out here well maybe you should know just how it feels to be left outside alone caught the fireworks at marina bay last night. it was great. the sights were awesome, and the atmosphere, high (: the beginning wait was an impatient one, esp when the batman like lights soared into the night and everyone else thought, hey! its starting! when it was just an 'appetiser'. hah. and at one point in time it seemed like so many huge fireworks were in the air, when they dispersed out into the cool skies they seemed to land on you! heart and planet saturn- shaped ones were seen too (: pretty. i think my favourite was the meteor showers kind. when the fireworks all ended, the time to go home seemed almost impossible. traffic was really really bad, buses and trains were damned packed. the worst was when we saw all the litter left on the grounds. the journey home took a whole hour. but still, i'm really glad i came down with the class to the Singapore Fireworks Festival. you should go down too! Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 10:29 PM
why am i so afraid?break down, i lose my heart again. i dont know; i cant see; what's come over me. i can feel the days just, slipping past me. its that scary, taunting feeling, its leaving me breathless, helpless, exhausted. but i know, i cannot give in to it. i got to forget everything else. yet i still yearn for the simplest pleasures of life. for now, its reading harry potter that keeps me sane. what an irony. Wednesday, August 8, 2007, 9:22 PM
![]() life is full of surprises everyday. i feel random today. perhaps every other day i feel like that too! well, i may not be entertaining in any sense of the word ( i like fun in the boring way ) , but i know i can enjoy jokes just like every other person. at least, i laugh out loud in the most unglam fashion; who cares? i may not be the cleverest person whom anyone can consult, but i know i can help in any way i can, as a friend. i may not be the pretty girl ( not when i have extremely terrible skin ), but i certainly can make myself feel good when i want to. i may not have the money for a new Adidas bag or for the plenty luxuries, but i'm quite comfortable with what i already have. i may not show how i really feel at times, but i am capable of believing in myself. and i guess that for all that i dont have, this makes up for it all. as much as i wish for more, i should be happy with i already have. its a tragedy for me to say that i'm still not in the mugging mode. thrashed. Sunday, August 5, 2007, 10:40 AM
i have been on a roller coaster ride. not literally. but with all thats coming up, theres no denying what i should do to face them. the stress is kicking in, obviously, as my face is pimpled with outbreaks again (darn it.). as usual, the owner of this space will not be back till next week or something.my life is getting REALLY monotonous now. sheesh. for the next 3 months and for the next 30 years, i want it to be worthwhile. sinister romantic he's on his knees before he's on his feet; thats shakespeare in love. |