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Thursday, May 31, 2007, 4:08 PM
when darkness is upon your doorand you feel like you cant take it anymore
if you need to fall apart
i can mend a broken heart
if you need to crash
then crash and burn you're not alone
such mixed emotions! screams.
3:43 PM
just a friend
thats all i'll ever mean to you
oh just a girl
who wants to be the centre of your world
but i aint got much to offer
but my heart and soul
and i guess thats not enough for you
to notice me
you dont know how it feels
to be so in love
with someone who doesnt even know
my secret love
after emo-ing abit, i'm feeling much much better now. i am strong (: this afternoon, other than going to pay my respects to my grandparents at the temples, i've been doing math. yucky oh math. in fact, for all my 18 years of life i have been such a slave to education. gasps.
i realise that i've grown up, a more matured and confident girl. just comparing the entries of my diaries tell me so; i'm just glad that all the hard times has been worthwhile. now, its time to move on (: since i cant change my perceptions of others, i cant make them change their perceptions of me, so i shall just get on with life and, heck about everyone else.
i may have changed now, but i'm still me, beneath it all. all that i've decided to do is to keep a distance from you, thats all. you dont understand me; you never will.
Monday, May 28, 2007, 10:47 PM
here are some random photos which i took when we were at yvonne's house while studying (: the protaganists, xuewei and yvonne.
BEFORE: all smiles and ready to hit the books!ten minutes later:
AFTER: i guess i forgot to wake them up for a long long time; they slept so peacefully (:
oh well, the two mei nus deserve some beauty sleep after all, dont they? (: so i'm presenting to you, my two wonderful buddies, xuewei and yvonne (: 10:19 PM
we had a "clubbing" tea dance event @ st james power station today; not bad (: my first time "clubbing". dont you laugh ok.
these red heels and pumps are gorgeous (: they belong to veronica and sylvia (: wicked red, i like
this is the retro-ified gary song. dont you agree with me that he actually looks good in those?!
my olive green pumps. hurt my feet cos they're new, but i love them anyway.
9:55 PM
several days have passed for the 29th as non-councillors now; its really really weird for us all. the left collar is emptier, the mind is freed of council duties for now, the term "ex-councillors" now label us... all of which leaves me a funny feeling. yet i know, even when the badge is already down, our spirits will never vanish or fade away. simply because council is for life.
just like how i'm married to council (: i'll show you my pink ring another day ((:
and i'm embarking on another journey; a journey of nonstop studies. awww sad.
i am having a fun time chitchatting with dear dorae and msMAK these days (: gossiping times are back (:
such mixed emtions.
Thursday, May 24, 2007, 11:34 PM
my council lies over the ocean
my council lies over the sea
my council lies over the ocean
oh bring back my council to me...
twentyninth, i love you. loads.
P.S: i'll find another day to post up a long long entry on investiture and council. i'm tired today. tata world.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 12:25 AM
we're one year old. one heart, one mind, one soul. Tuesday, May 22, 2007, 4:04 PM
the leaves splayed, a fading grey, the brilliant white. i saw nothing of the ugly thorns that spread along its stems, yet i soon learnt that they hurt the most. i pricked my fingers, crimson red followed, tainting the pure. i screamed.
i was lost, but now i'm found.
Monday, May 21, 2007, 11:10 PM
its really very difficult for one reveal your true emotions to someone else, for fear you'd be disappointed, for that person doesnt care at all. self-delusion hurts when reality presents its truth to you.i'm trying hard to keep faith, but i'm losing it. i'm stifling the disappointments, in me.
me, you? impossible.
stay away from me, will you? its too tempting.
Saturday, May 19, 2007, 9:05 PM
honestly, what will become of me
dont like reality
its way too clear to me but really
life is daily
we are what we dont see
we miss everything daydreaming
flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end
afetr college day today, i'm truly grateful to 0621 for coming up to help the council stack and return all the chairs in the hall ; thank you guys (: heh. i think it was quite amusing to see the girls slog hard over the chairs while they still had their bags and barangbarang with them ; sarah, tricia, michelle, sokhua... (: but we had fun in the midst of it all i guess. heh!
mr lim (aka the man with his "favourites") is quite funny today. not that he isnt everytime i see him in school, but anyhow, cos he dressed formally today, he insisted on going around to take photos with the councillors he can find. heh. mr lim, your definition of "favourite" needs to be changed lah! LOL.
today i was scammed by TOH XING GUANG MERVIS. mervis you watch out i tells you. HAH.
my flu and fever and sore throat is miraculously gone! 3 cheers for me (:
Thursday, May 17, 2007, 11:06 PM
aye. just 7 more days to the day when the curtains fall. i'm hopelessly lost.the world's falling ill; sore throat, fever, flu, cough and blah. tsktsk. cannot breathe or talk properly.
today the council room was chaos with ben and gary around. like always. the twosome, they're R-rated i'm telling you. i shant go into details, its too EEW. though i swear we all had a good laugh over the two of them. feng diao can. come to think of it, the council room has undergone three major spring cleanings, and no doubt its our favourite hangout. be it for meetings, studies, or simply for a break away from other things. --- and 7 days from now, i wonder..
xuewei yvonne and i are scared of things with 6 legs and can fly. even the four-legged ones are not so nice to us. so there. past experiences tell us never to mess with these things. they're disgusting. rolls eyes.
tata world.
Sunday, May 13, 2007, 5:58 PM
aye. i have learnt sooo many lessons. and the opportunity costs have been disastrous. i vow never to play a fool in the things i do. the price? desperation, inferiority. rahh.had spring cleaning yesterday morning; i mopped the floor in council room, much to the amuse of the rest who thought of it as an exhibit. hmph. ANYWAY,i had fun doing it. now its all spick and span, much to the delight of all who were present (: hurray. to think the storeroom was once deemed a fire hazard by mr chng. there, its all clean. its a gift to the 30th council, a farewell for the 29th... mawww.
afterall the excitement about going on an investiture with boss, its been postponed and to me, gone :( sadded. fated that i dont get to go for investitures? maybe. LOL.
anyway, after spring cleaning i was so tired i went home to sleep away the afternoon. guilty ah. hopefully i made up for it by studying at macs with yvonne xuewei and renkai.
i think i'm beginning to like organic chem a bit more these days. HAH.
Thursday, May 10, 2007, 4:02 PM
after the many thoughts and all (again, i cant help but THINK AND PONDER over nonsensical stuffs all the time) i've decided to give it a shot after all. now i need the determination and motivation, heart and soul, mind and passion to be all in studies, and nothing else but studies. to quote mr kwek, from the day i step down, it'll be eat, sleep, study, eat, sleep, study. do that for 10 times the power of 23, i sure hope i'll make it.i want to make things work for - me.
even if it takes all the strength i'll need, i will find a way to prove it. i dont want a life of regrets.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007, 12:15 PM
i FINALLY passed napfa (: yayness. that sense of liberalisation is way better than scoring an A in exams. hah. all the while as i was running all i could think of was, shit i cant breathe! but hey, just ONE more round to go (: i clocked a pretty good timing too! hurray.special thanks goes out to the PE teachers who never stopped spurring us on throughout the afternoon PE classes and all (: ms ong, ms yap, ms tang, mr singh, mr lim, mrs koh... yay. if not for them i doubt PE would be any bearable without their support. haha (:
i think, life is picking up a good pace after all... at least for me, i hope.
give me the strength to carry on
give me the faith to pull through
give me the love to love myself
thank you
Friday, May 4, 2007, 12:04 AM
one particular song is constantly stuck in my head; annoying yet gratifying (:tutorials are never-ending. i'm literally drowning in them. groans. though i'm sure glad that lessons are interesting with my class and their wacky antics. ROFL.
so life goes on in its peaceful drone and boring routine, so much so i guess we are all numbed by the monotony of it all. people come and go, things happen and fade away, but one thing's never changed - the memories (: how timeless.
this morning while i did the introduction of the 30th exco, i knew i'd done it in a fashion that i wanted, and after it all, i walked off feeling like they were ready for the world. to think some 343 days ago, we were like kids anxious to grow up and see the world, to see how much we could do to make a difference..
the time has come. are you ready?
Tuesday, May 1, 2007, 5:57 PM
ahh, its just typical of humans to do what they routinely do and forget that one thing they've to learn to do is to let go... such a slow and painful process.and i'm not ready
12:19 PM
oscar certainly reveals some very interesting things about yourself. unbelievable.