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Tuesday, November 28, 2006, 10:05 PM
i'm back from LTC (: rockks. tinta tinta! mighty mighty lancelot - poopoo! hahas.i am missing it now. sobsob. to think i left my hse feeling apprehensive, only to return to civilisation feeling overwhelmed by the memories we had at jln bahtera... lols. silly angie.
but i bet the ltc ppl MISS IT TOO.
lancelot!
theres pravin - our knight!
gary - the MINDS wahaha.
darren - ali baba's girlfriend ( poor thing )
agnes - the mighty dynamite!
teik-ling - the ever supportive partner
evon - the MINDS 2
paul - o mighty one; night quest buddy!
kai bin - day 3 i/c; kayak buddy!
melissa fong - smiles (: alot
jeanette - cool, silent motivator
melissa heng - people person!
guang yu - wacky sense of humour!
sir lancelot, tintagel rocks! we've moved on to our OP i tell you. to quote mr gary neo: ltc's only the beginning...
we had the high elements on day one. i was freakin' scared, i swear i almost cried. BUT lancelot were behind me! ebery single one supported me thru out, and yeah, i did it (: "am i on belay?" HAHAS. thanks to mr lee and mr heng and mr singh for their help at the high elemnts. i loved abseiling and zipline! weeee* LANCELOT ROCKS.
did sanctuary duty that night, damn freezing cold man! thanks to melissa fong for lending me her PLMGS jacket (: oh ya, it was damn freakin scary to do duty with our torches only, cos ALL THE LIGHTS WERE OUT. freaky. oh yes, thanks to hekming for the torch (:
i awoke the next morning to the tune of tokyo drift from geokting's handphone. HAHAS. blurblur de, went to wash up. then came flag raising; gerald sang! then we followed. that was brave of him (: had some PT. breakfast! hahas.
more high elements. the vertical challeneg was whoa! agnes you totally rock i tell you. the rest cant agree more. and kai bin, darren and evon too (:
after lunch we went off for journey to the west! had some sleep on the bus journeys haahas. night quest was WET. what more can i say?! haahas. the tents were so wet and smelly, we all slept on our ponchos under the pavillion that night! ahahas.
day three! rafting was really an eye-opener. thanks to pellinore for their raft! yeah (: i got rope burns i dunno why -.- BUT kayaking totally rocks i tell you. we've moved onto draft 3!! AND we were on schedule (: i say, TINTAGEL ROCKS.
LTC 2006 was simply enriching.
its not me versus you
its not us versus them
its about WE.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006, 4:34 PM
how nice it would have been if i could lie down and see the starsjust...
doing nothing at all.
4:04 PM
retreat rocks :) being with the council has opened up many new points of view for me; how the people around me truly feel about myself, as well as how i can better contribute to this council to fulfill my duty, as the vice president. i know i'm not ideal in many many areas, i've gotta really buck up as who i really should be. i hope this time will be an opportunity to work with jo'an and the Icons, to put in my bit as a fellow council mate. i hope this gives me another chance. and i'm grateful you guys did.
the little talks and conversations with various councillors ( syimah, xue wei, jo an, mitzi, quelyn, veron, lester.. ) and ms chiew, has been like getting my faith being pumped back into my soul again. i still rmb those who asked after me, when i coughed; they couldnt get rid of the cough, but i'm touched by the gestures. jiaying, wei hao, ken han, yvonne, jo an, quelyn, june, veron, sebas.. theres more i cant rmb. the 29th council has made my day!
i shall blog later, the details of the retreat itself. shall catch some winks first.
Sunday, November 19, 2006, 10:02 PM
felt damn pissed today. rahh.but after bathing and talking online to some ppl, i felt much better. i need more hugs! heh.
am looking forward to retreat tmr :) i sat down and pulled out my council book just now, and the last page i wrote on was page 198. amazing. i flipped it through, and i saw so many scribbles and photos inside. the first and the last pages were the most impt ones. the ones that signify my growth, my goals, my reflections.
i'm now at page 200, filling in my goals and aims for 2007.
truth is, i dont know what i really want.
my mind's a blank. theres this imaginary block of wall in front of me, and i cannot see whats at the other end. as long as this wall doesnt go away, it bugs me. and i feel insecure.
sometimes i'm standing at the top of the bridge, theres nobody else with me here, and as i'm looking down at the world, i'm far away from the flurry of activities gg on down there... solitude hits me. hard on the shoulders.
i am not in the pictures when the world celebrates. but i'm happy. to know when we've done sth right.
and i pray, that things will get better along the way. for everyone. including me.
12:16 AM
kayak! its back on my to-do list again :) am lovin' it. you guys missed out on so much fun man. awww. but theres always a second time i guess. we can all go kayaking :) anyone wanna join me?thanks to amal for being the strong rower today, steering the boat and all. heh. and we beat jingsheng and renkai yeah :) hahas. on the whole, it was simply gr8. free lunch and dinner too! wahaha.
kayak, again again!
yay :)
for now, i'm back to o1 plannings, with the ad hoc and council. jiayou guys. cant say much here, but lets bring things to a greater height alright! have faith..
calendar of events: 20th to 22nd Nov - council retreat
24th to 27th Nov - LTC
Friday, November 17, 2006, 9:59 PM
been pretty tired these days, what with those freaking boring one and a half lectures, sitting there in the freaking cold LT4, i almost didnt think i'd make it awake. but yayness, its all over!! hehe.but now i wanna focus on my o1 and studying. studying meaning revising for the past topics and stuffs. gotta catch up with the rest soon. if not i'll remain behind :( and i cannot afford to disappoint anyone anymore... not when you guys are constantly here to back me up in whatever i do.
jiayou to all! :)
Wednesday, November 15, 2006, 10:49 PM
i like the swings. lol. super random these days.
nonetheless. i didnt sleep last night. tossed and turned. thinking... its unbelievable.
lectures was pretty dry ( as usual ) and freaking cold. econs was a lil interesting today, cos it was like a debate style seminar. hahas. not bad. :)
i still think its unbelievable.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 10:16 PM
this could be the start of something new, it feels so right, to be here with you. i never knew that it could happen, that it could happen to me.. and now looking into your eyes, i feel it in my heart...pardon me. i'm just happy. (: are you? i hope so.
i hope this keeps up, so i can block out all the rest of the unhappiness or unpleasant stuffs from my mind before it gets to my nerves so. aint easy, but i'm trying hard. aint easy when you have to hear what they say and you feel so hurt by their words. you feel so useless. you feel helpless. arghh. i'm not supposed to sound emo in any case. -.-
am looking forward to some fun at the end of this week (: yeah yeah yeah.
it's hard to believe that i couldnt see, that you were there beside me. this feeling's like no other, i want you to know. i'd never had someone, that knows me like you do.. so long i was lost, so good to be found (:
Monday, November 13, 2006, 9:13 PM
dear diaryi'm feeling a mix of feelings now. right now. i feel like laughing out loud, smiling to myself ( that looks stupid but who cares ), yet cry and hide from the others. i dunno why. this feeling's like no other, i want you to know... its the start of something new, it feels so right, to be here with you. oh..
i'm blasting the high school musical's album on my comp right now. damn high. whoa* i fell asleep on the bus today and i had a weird dream. weird. damnation.
back to my chem tutorial. i finished maclaurin today. cool.
Saturday, November 11, 2006, 10:34 PM
dragonboat regatta today. NYDB made it :) to the semis tmr. all the best DBers.i'm so tickled pink today.
Friday, November 10, 2006, 9:49 PM
i need a good long break.
to tear myself from everything else.
to stop myself from thinking too much.
to keep everything else away from me.
i am feeling screwed up. damned.
Thursday, November 9, 2006, 11:18 PM
teetering on the edge on truth and lies. i cant seem to see whats the real one.
why did i let myself believe, miracles could happen? i wish upon a star, its not coming true, but everybody else could tell , i confused my feelings with the truth.. now my heart is empty.
when there was me and you.
Wednesday, November 8, 2006, 9:10 PM
sometimes i think that life is an irony. then again, i blame myself for not making any sense. there are so many things i have yet to do, yet to see; so many people i have yet to meet, yet to know; so many places i have yet to go, yet to feel for...
i want to experience. i want to feel it myself. yet i am afraid.
i am hiding behind the closed doors. once again.
Tuesday, November 7, 2006, 12:39 PM
i'm freakin' screamin' tired!!! wah, lemme quote from my boss, luhhhggendd oh. i mean it. we're were waiting up till freakin' 3AM ( CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ) to put together the first proposal... this record has been added to my list of "firsts" in my life - its a first that i've ever EVER stayed online till freakin' 3.27 AM before. i wasnt the only one. my adhoc and the teams were working hard too. thanks guys (:i understand that theres many things gg on these days, i applaud your efforts into o1 (: jiayou!! thanks to all who stayed up late yst... i think i need some sleep before i plonk off in front of the computer. op pretty soon.. yucks*
12:32 AM
FREAKIN'TIRED.GIMME A BREAK
Sunday, November 5, 2006, 9:34 PM
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
how true is this? i dont wanna know.
what irony.
as much i know, i really should leave it all behind now. theres been too much to bear anyway. might as well look around me, the wonderful people in my life, they care, they really do.
and its moments like these when i wish to close my eyes and cry.
Friday, November 3, 2006, 7:59 PM
i almost couldnt write my chinese words properly today. gosh. my hands are pretty rusty. no!
gimme the motivation to jump start my studies again. cant afford to drag time on and on. not when i'm lagging behind everyone else. not when i have my friends to support me so dearly. not when i know things aint gonna be the same again...
cant i just throw everything behind?
guess i cant.
Wednesday, November 1, 2006, 11:50 PM
today we threw a surprise for tiatming at his hse :)happy birthdayy tiatming! wa his hse is damn legend can! so freakin' far! we walked till we felt like dropping down dead haha; slept on the bus and train rides to and fro... superr tired. we shopped at parkway parade for the cake ( choc mousse! yumm ) and foods, walk walk here and there! then it rained :( but i guess we still made it to his hse in full force! yeah :) sang the song at the doorstep ( weird huh? ) and munched away the chips and foods. yumm :) me and yuanting were unstoppable at chips! heheh.
then we played blind man's buff in the study room! damn freakin' fun can! so many funny thing happened, like aaron grabbing minjun's hand and touching sarah's head with the other hand, trying to guess who she really was! lols. damn funny. banged here and there in the darkness... ouch! sarah damn pro, she jumped and hopped off the tables! but i think she got bruises le.. tsktsktsk. anw the game got us really high and tensed, like when we stopped breathing so the blindman nearby cant sense us! heheh :) superr fun. can we play again!
put simply, 0621 rockks my world, like whoa! all d best for chinese yeah :)
12:19 AM
halloween rockks! :) its been a pretty long day today, so i'll come back tmr to update more. meanwhile, enjoy the slides i made! :)) love ya all.